In a fast and furious 18 days, Leif, Hershey, and I packed up our home in Denver, sold our furniture on Craigslist, said “I’ll be seeing you” to our life-long friends, and moved to Salt Lake City, Utah in September. (You can read more about our crazy-pants move, here).
I would be lying to you if I told you this transition has been butterflies and rainbows.
Don’t get me wrong. Leif is flourishing in his new position at Capital Church, and I love being able to serve alongside him in our local church. I’m discovering new hikes in the rugged mountains of Utah. We’re exploring our new city—trying out new restaurants, coffee shops, and scenic drives.
But there is something rattling about moving to a new city.
I moved around a lot growing up—many stories you’ve read about in Hungry for God, The Organic God, and The Sacred Echo. From the oceans of south Florida to the hills of North Carolina, the snowcapped mountains of Steamboat Springs to the glaciers of Sitka, Alaska, I’m no stranger to packing up and starting over with a new city, new home, new adventures.
But making new friends is downright hard. I so want my new relationships to have immediate depth and comfort, ease and trust.
Friendship is one gift of God you can’t live without.
I’m reminded of that whenever I get to spend an afternoon hiking with a dear friend, sitting on the couch chatting for hours, or hanging out and laughing until tears run down my cheeks (and other places).
I miss being able to call up my life-long bestie, Carol, to stuff our bellies with our favorite street tacos, go window shopping, or snag a discounted Groupon for skydiving on a whim.
The truth is:
Developing healthy and vibrant friendships takes time and intention.
You may have to risk feeling awkward, step out on a limb, join that small group you’ve been considering, pull away from the comfort of your home to engage with your neighbors.
I know one of the biggest lessons I’ve learned throughout my many moves is my tendency to invite people into my home, but not into my life.
I hold people at arms length.
I share about my life—but nothing personal.
I quickly turn questions around on them.
I change the subject whenever the conversation gets too intimate.
I stick to shallow, neutral topics, and disappear whenever it gets too involved.
But if I want my acquaintances to blossom into friendships, I need to let people in.
While it may take many more months—most likely years—to discover and cultivate deep friendships in my new city, I’m hopeful. And in the meantime, I’m grateful I can send Carol silly GIFs and emojis whenever I’m missing her.
Through choosing to be fully present with someone, we can experience many wonders. Spend a few moments reflecting on your schedule for the week.
Who could you spend a half-hour or hour with and be fully present, fully yourself?
Maybe you have a coworker you could invite to lunch. Or one of your children who you haven’t been able to give full attention to lately. Find a place and a time—whether it’s in your dining room or living room or a park or coffee shop—where you can be fully yourself and warm your soul in the glow of both knowing and being known.’
I’m going to reach out to one of my acquaintances in Salt Lake City, in hopes of cultivating that friendship.
Join us this week during the online summer Bible study as we explore how to have the difficult conversation, recognize healthy relationships, and guard your friendships.
Your #LiveWonderstruck challenge this week?
- SPEND time with someone you want to get to know better. Schedule time together this week—grab coffee, lunch, take a walk. Use the list of 7 questions from page 108 in the workbook as a conversation starter. Snap a photo of your two smiling faces or give a shout out to the person online.
- WATCH. Session 5: The Wonder of Friendship on the Wonderstruck DVD (22 min)
- WRITE. Complete Week 5: The Wonder of Friendship in the Wonderstruck Participant’s Guide Workbook (pages 106-131)
- READ. Read “.007 Magic in the Table” in the Wonderstruck book (pages XX to XXX)
- INTERACT. Share your #LIVEWONDERSTRUCK moments on Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram. Leave your thoughts at MargaretFeinberg.com. Share the wonders of God you encounter this week.
- GATHER. Set a time to meet with your small group face-to-face, schedule a Skype date with your long-distance friends, and join the online community on Wednesday, June 8th at MargaretFeinberg.com.
Tell us a little about your best friend. What do you appreciate most about your BFF?
What’s something you struggle with when it comes to friendships?
Recognize a friendship you cherish. Upload a photo, phrase, or shout out of love to Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, or your blog. Don’t forget to tag your friend and use hashtag #LIVEWONDERSTRUCK so we can see and celebrate those relationships together.
There are so many things I love about my BFF, but the main one is that she asks me the hard questions, and lovingly corrects me when I am wrong. Very often she says to me…”Patty that is not a godly thought.” or ” what is your scripture for today that you are going to carry with you in your mind?” She loves me just the way I am, but doesn’t let me get off easy. She hugs freely and appreciates me always. She is a deep thinker, and I love her.
I think I needed these words for motivation. I am also newish to SLC and haven’t made any deep friendships yet. It’s been hard to get past superficial interactions and to open myself up to deeper relationships. Although I’ve always been a ‘people person’ it has been surprisingly difficult to put myself out there. I’ll try harder. Thanks for the encouragement.
Sweet Margaret, God has placed you on my heart more times than I can count over the last few weeks. So, instead of blaring my Christian music I have taken time to pray for you and your family. I love my music, but praying for you my sweet friend is much more important!!!
My prayers have been For God to be all you need him to be.
That He would bring people in your life to encourage you and to be your friend
For you to be reminded of just how much you are loved!!!
I may live in VA but I’m never too far to pray, write a letter of encouragement to you, and never too busy to not be your friend!!!
Im never too busy to not promote your ministry, books, and love for Jesus!!!!
I’m never too busy to just listen and be your fiend. You will always be my friend. We have the following things in common:
1. We worship the one true God!!
2. We have the same haircut
3. We have the same birthday!
4. We both love our husbands and dogs!!!!
So, now I’m gonna get real personal and use your rods on you:
I Double Dog Dare you to tear down that wall the next time you see me and let’s do coffee.
Your friend,
Alicia
Hi my friend,
I’m learning that with age the developing of friendships gets harder and harder. I don’t like this whole aging process. As physical limitations limit what I once could do…my friends seem to fade into the distance. And new ones…. limitations make this challenging too… and as you say it takes time. Enjoyed this post as I do all. You and I are very much alike in our interactions with others. A pastor once shared that while Jesus knew many and many knew him, he was only close with 12. I would be happy to have 3 intimate friends. Okay, obviously I’m feeling a wee bit lonely today.
Keep these great blogs coming. Looking forward to hearing more about your new digs and friendships.
Blessings and huge hugs,
Sandra
Huge hug to you, Sandra. I do not think you are alone in that feeling.